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@fridge2025-07-30 •
hi everyone. i took an ADHD medication that freezer had (go figure why she had that) and here's a summary of how i feel:
• my subconscious has zero control over me. i usually don't do things because i subconsciously fear that it'll harm me in some way, but like, i was listening to music and when my mum came in i DIDNT have the urge to pause it.
• that includes the urge to lie btw it's a bad habit and i usually only do it with my parents but it's such a habit because i think i fear that if i tell the truth the outcome will be less desirable, even if it isn't
• mum if you're reading this don't take it personally i quite like you (and the guy ur with i guess...)
• haven't really felt like eating. i wouldn't say it's a loss of appetite as the medication says, it's more because if i'm eating then i'm not doing what i need to do today (see previous microblog post)
• thank god for no character limit on this thing
• slightly fear i'm gonna realise a contrast in productivity with and without the meds, and it'll result in me disliking my unmedicated self
• sent a LOT of messages to freezer. like a LOT. i hope it's not too much. it's probably not she'll probably have time to read them on work break so it's chill. i just have so many things to say and i still have more to say
• i've been doing everything so efficiently (minus the time im spending to write this, oops). like usually i need to do something for an hour and then have at least 30 minutes break time but like, i almost want to do more things
• me wanting to do things i think is because for once im not subconsciously worried about an end goal or the fact that what im doing can be done later. if you can do something then just get it out of the way yk?
• even if i can't do everything i want im still happy with the fact i tried and i had fun doing everything
if i keep typing more things to talk about i'll probably expand the page width to that of a whale@fridge2025-07-30 •
tried making a list guys. i don't usually make lists (winging it is more fun) but i decided to give it a go
• sort out clothes
• get together all the things i need that i won't be using before im in NI
• charge digital camera
• charge watch
• charge headphones
• wallet
• find glasses
• wish i wasn't poor (check bank balance + work email occasionally to make sure im being paid on time)
• listen to Cannibal by Pendulum with charged headphones
• find PJs
• tidy room
• make sure no one at work thinks i'm supposed to be working today
• fidget toy (locate magnets)
• get vibe up
if you liked my list guys... idk click <a>this</a>. nothing will happen if you do but it'll turn a different colour and that's quite nice@fridge2025-07-30 •
going on holiday to belfast tomorrow guys are you excited for me
the whole gang (family) is gonna be there@fridge2025-07-29 •
i hope the tesco mobile tiktok account starts posting about how annoying their customers are@fridge2025-07-29 •
this looks banging
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gonna set a rule for myself. whenever i hit 1,000 songs on my main big playlist, i'm leaving spotify and going offline for music.
everything will be high quality WAV/FLACs. i'll have my songs stored online somewhere, probably my own baremetal. it'll be so 2000s core. i'll be cool.@fridge2025-07-29 •
that episode about miss simian was fucking FIRE. favourite so far.@fridge2025-07-29 •
you might all call me crazy for this but by FAR my most favourite character design in gumball is miss simian.
i ADORE how they made her look this season. and her face in the intro. fucking all of it. love her.@fridge2025-07-29 •
guys. GUYS.
im currently watching the new gumball and i have SO MANY THEORIES. (bear in mind im only on ep 7 rn)
i think this whole show is an alternate universe thingy where everything is SUPPOSED to feel slightly off compared to the final season of TAWOG. like there are so many things im seeing where this would make SO MUCH SENSE
like when episode 7 ended with tobias vanishing from existence. even though it could be just from what was happening in that episode, i honestly feel like theres something more to that.
theres inconsistencies. things that stand out. for instance, a random room showing up at the bottom of the stairs in gumballs house in The Butt??? and then when we went inside it was a completely new and never seen before room???
ROB. I KNOW YOURE THERE. SPEAK TO ME MORE. LET ME SEE THE CRACKS.@fridge2025-07-28 •
guys my name is on a youtube video that's so fire
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